Here's the kicker though. The company I was working for was a wreck at the beginning and couldn't get their act together for a while, so I was without work for 3 1/2 weeks after being hired. I had to wait around for all that time while they set up shop. They get things going, and I start working. The boss likes me. Tells me I'm going to start training other employees and reporting to him directly. Sweet. So some time passes, and I'm told that I "have a gift for sales". He wants to start showing me the ropes of being a sales manager. Okay, even better, sounds good to me.
The result of all of this was me having to deal with the guy one on one like crazy, and what did I learn from it? I'm not okay with selling my soul to make money. I had to make the call of whether to quit because I couldn't handle the dishonestly/racism & stereotyping in this type of posistion, or to keep going despite my best judgement.
I'm happy to say I made the choice to quit. I am now looking for full time work again, and even though that sucks, there's something bittersweet about it. That Toby Mac lyrics comes to mind "I don't want to gain the whole world, but lose my soul". I wish I could have learnt this lesson in a way that took less time, but Gods timing is better than mine.
-Kyle Jenkins